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March 26, 2013

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I think too much and don’t act enough. I think I am scared and then just plumb lazy. I am scared of failure so I just don’t do things. It’s easier to just not do something than to do a little at a time. I wonder if other people feel that way, too? Or if they just don’t even care or think about it. I analyze shit too much. Why do I do that? Why can’t I just DO and turn my mind off? It drives me nuts. I just want to shut the brain off and just go about life and yet I can’t.

I don’t feel like writing more today. So those are my thoughts. Wishing you well and hoping you are warmer than here! We got snow last night! (I thought it was spring?)

 

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About Amy

Recently I came to an ugly realization–I am middle aged. I didn’t really think so but then I doubled my age and thought, “Hmmmm…some of people don’t live to that age. I must be middle age.” This epiphany came in the third quarter of my 39th year. So I am surviving middle age…it’s scary.

2 responses »

  1. been there. done that. you are not alone. it is possible to change though 🙂 (((((((hugs))))))))

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