I’m writing on my phone because my computer is sick. I meant to take it to the doctor this morning but I fell asleep when I got home. I suppose I passed all my germs to computer. I don’t know. I just know neither of us are happy.
Through this blog I’m finding a lot of other great blogs with wonderful people and ideas. It amazes me at how alone I felt for so long with these feelings towards myself and food. I didn’t know others felt that way, too. Some days I’m fine and others I could eat everything! Well, not everything…if you set a bowl of peas in front of me I would pass. But like lately I have been craving McDonald’s Filet-O-Fish sandwiches (yes, plural). No tartar sauce. Who in their right mind craves that?! I mean there’s lots of great food in the world, but Filet-O-Fish? Really?
Do y’all crave like that? Food that is ridiculous and bad but that is what you want. BTW, I have to have a few salty fries and real Coca Cola (fountain drink) for the craving to really be satisfied. Oh! Don’t forget the Heinz ketchup!
I know I sound OCD. I’m not. I wish I was a little more. Maybe my house would be neater! And there are only a few food combos I’m really picky about. That’s one of them. Like I don’t care if foods touch. Sometimes they taste better combined. I will try odd food combos. (Grape jelly and bbq sauce in crockpot make great sauce for little smoked sausages.)
But I guess what I really wonder is why I go berserk every now and then. I’ve tried figuring out if my body really needs something or what. I don’t know. I just know I still want that damned Filet-o-fish!