I was talking with my best friend today and asked her to help me with something. I need some accountability but without the judgment. So I asked her if maybe she would either weekly or bi-weekly ask me how things were going health-wise. That way it would be just kind of low-key. I feel like I just need someone to talk to about it periodically. I don’t have to hide things with her. I can just tell her the truth. I can tell her when I really screwed up or if I had a real accomplishment. I don’t tell anyone but my doctor my true weight, but I can tell someone when I lost weight or if I was able to pass up something that I really love. And I know I do that here…but she can here me and give me verbal encouragement when I need it. She knows my struggles. She knows my history. She gets a lot of it. I hope this will help. I need something. While I love who I am, I am not happy where I am at. I need to change things to get where I need to be at.
I need you as well. You have lived the same situations I have, too.
Between my best friend and you guys maybe I am going to get where I need to be. I hope so. Anyway, I am rambling. Thanks.